One suck

...as he goes down to drink from my river of fullness he whispers,

One good suck




deserves another

4 days and...

he has been home on vacaion from work for 4 days now and we have not had sex.

sigh

that is due to it being moontime for me

and

he will not stick his hard cock in my pussy.

sad is it not!?

Why?

Would someone please remind me why we do this?

The 12 Days of Christmas... BDSM Style..

~posted on Fetlife from Talspet

The 12 Days of Christmas*

On the 1st day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me A Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 2nd day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 3rd day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 4th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 5th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 6th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 6 Tubes of KY, 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 7th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 8th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 9th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 10th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 10 Scenes a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 anal beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees

On the 11th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 11 Pairs of Stockings, 10 Scenes a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 anal beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

On the 12th day of Christmas, my MASTER gave to me 12 Orgasms Screaming, 11 Pairs of Stockings, 10 Scenes a Whipping, 9 Candles Dripping, 8 Floggers Flogging, 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, 5 Anal Beads, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps & 'a Small Feather Pillow for my knees.

My "5" list

Just as is the beau and Rapunzel, I will not be tagging anyone. This meme was started by NewWrldYankee.

1. What 5 things were you doing 10 yrs ago?

~STILL, after 2 years, adjusting too life as a wife of soldier in a combat unit in the USArmy. Trying to wrap my mind around their way of doing things that makes no absolute sense what so ever and resisting the entire control they had on "us" and "our" lives.

~Giving birth to my first born, my daughter who was very planned and wanted (getting pregnant the very first try!).

~Adapting to being a new mommy, all alone with no help from family as they are scattered across the US or from friends as I had none. My husband back out to training with his unit during Green cycle 7 days after I give birth for 2 weeks on a rotating cycle of 2 weeks out, home for the weekend, then back out for 2 weeks and doing this for 4 months.

~Living in Lawton, Fort Sill, Oklahoma (and NO it is not as flat as everyone says it is) and depressed from missing the majestic, breathtaking mountains of Western NC. Though there is a rich history there, especially that of the Indians, there is nothing to exciting about living there. It is after all in "Tornado Alley" as they call it and YES, while living there, we were in the middle of the direct path of the biggest tornado ever in recorded history.

~Wondering everyday why I ever agreed and said "Yes" to my husband joining the USArmy and regretting that very day, wishing I could go back in time and change it. I did not want to live this life anymore and was scared to death at how much control the government had over my husband and our life together.

2. What are 5 Things on your to-do list for today?

~Eating something before I get sick from the hunger pains.

~Meeting with Rapunzel for our weekly Wednesday morning coffee as we chat about our life since we were together the week before, what we need to do this week, share our new sex toy finds that we want and other that I am not at liberty to share because this is our time and you are not invited.

~Check on my horses insuring that they are safe, there is still running water in the stream on the property, give TwoSocks her mint candy and move them to the lower pasture.

~Get my 2 mile walk in before the cubs get home from school.

~Submissively persuading E to take me to our bedroom and have his way with me. SEX damn it!

3. What are your 5 Favorite Snacks?

~70% Dark Bittersweet Chocolate by Green & Blacks

~Trail mix

~Raw Vegetables and Fruit (carrots, bell peppers, broccoli, pineapple, mango, papaya)

~Tortilla chips and FlyingFrog Black Bean Hummus

~Hot, warm, moist, chewy chocolate chip cookies with dark and white chocolate chunks.

4.What would you do if you were a Millionaire?

~Invest and live off the interest. Yet I hesitate to say invest with the state of the economy the way it is. Taking care of all that I and my family will ever need. Pay for college for the cubs, provide them with homes, etc...

~TRAVEL as I have always dreamed of traveling around the world living in the hidden away reaches of the countryside living with the true natives of the land, learning their language and their customs. My passport is ready and I have my list of stops:

*Scotland to visit my native homeland where my ancestors immigrated to the US from. Hike the country~side going from one castle to the next.

*Ireland for Winter Solstice to be deep within Newgrange

*England with my first stop is Stonehenge a prehistoric monument located in the English county of Wiltshire.

*The Netherlands
*Sweden
*Germany and while there visit relatives from his side of the family.
*Italy
*Crete
*Turkey
*Istanbul
*India
*Hike across the Andes to Nepal
*China
*Japan and visit my husband's birth place and perhaps find his birth mother.
*Hawaii
*Egypt to see the vanishing pyramids and float down the Nile River once lush with vegetation and the heart of Egypt.

~Buy as much land as I could and build my eco-friendly, recycled, off-grid home myself and live self-sustaining providing all that my family and I need. Doing away with materialism and living in harmony and balance with nature and the land on which we walk.

~Go back to school to be an Herbalist which is what I have always wanted to do with my life.

~Hire a housekeeper so I never have to clean house again!

(I am self-ish I know, but all I have done my WHOLE life is put others BEFORE me)

5. Where are 5 places you have lived?

~Oceanside~Camp Pendleton, California which is where I was born and have lived there twice.

~South Weymouth, Massachusetts and hated living there because the people there talk soooooooo ffffffaaaaaaasssstttttt you can not understand a word they are saying, will pass you in the emergency lane on the highway, (the scarest thing!) and look out if they find out you are from the South!!!!!!

~Lawton~Fort Sill, Oklahoma not by choice but by orders of good ol'fucking United States Army.

~Jacksonville~Camp Lejuene, NC which we spent most of my father's military career stationed at.

~Now and for the past 6 years here in the BEAUTIFUL and BREATHTAKING mountains of Western NC

Happy Holidays

Heres to everyone wishing you a very Happy Holidays!

I'm dreaming of a toy for christmas...

I will...

I will have faith in you.

I will believe you.

I will trust you.

I will hope for the best from you.

I will respect you.

I will honor you.

I will teach you.

I will learn from you.

I will listen to you.

I will discuss with you.

I will cherish you.

I will care for you.

I will help to heal you.

I will need you.

I will want you.

I will be there for you.

I will stand up for you.

I will understand you.

I will love you ...

~ Always ~

Mouth fucking, mind blowing

Early mornings are very in favor here in my home! This time of the day allows for extended playtime and an assurance that his hard on will last much, much longer.

Satisfaction Guaranteed!

Our latest encounter ended in such a way I never seen it coming. I was so horny that my pussy was throbbing and aching for him to be inside me. At first I was beginning to think that nothing was going to happen because I could not get him to embark on his journey of pleasuring me. So slow moving. Then events changed.

We brought out the Hitachi for some further enjoyment and ended up he was all about using it on me and listening to my whines and moans of pleasure.

Next he bestows the Hitachi to me and allows me to play with her on my moist, wet pussy at the SAME TIME he shoves his hard dick in my mouth and begins pounding and fucking away. Grabbing my head and forcing it farther in.

Is there no end in sight?! Will he ever let up?! My mouth is as sopping wet as my pussy, I am gagging he is so far back in my mouth and other times his rhythm is gentle and smooth it is as though he is lost in the moment.

"I am not stopping till you cum." he commands to me.

...he does not stop. He does not let up till I am screaming out in pure ecstasy and my body vibrating.

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The events of this morning were new to me. Not the individual acts but the experience as a whole. I came in a way that I can not find the words to express. Our energy has had a small shift and E is coming along with me willingly.

JOY!

How?

How can a sub help her Dom be more dominant?

Never, never, never...

After being sick for a week and eating barely anything...


never, never, never go out to eat and eat your "usual"!

The command is given...

...and I must obey.

Wrapped in his arms as we lay in bed watching tv on a quiet morning. During the commercials we play around teasing each other. It builds the intensity and can hasten things to a point of urgency.

He got up to make a phone call and comes back under the covers with a surprise!

***Vibration***

He gives the command...

Kiss me till you cum.



His deep breathing and gentle kissing is more than enough and yet at the same moment I have pulsing vibration on pussy!

Focus.

Concentrate.

Shit!

Damn!!

Fuck!!!

I stop kissing him. He turns off the Hitachi Magic Wand.

"I told you to kiss me till you cum. You stop kissing, it stops."

So start kissing him again and he turns it back on. OMG! Can I do this? I must! I am crawling out of my skin...breathe. Must remember to breathe.

I made the mistake, I stopped kissing him and he turns it off again! "I told you." he says. I pout!

This goes on for what seems like forever and yet only minutes pass till ultimate pleasure radiates thru my body.

Ecstacy.

"Very good. Now was it worth it?"