All I have to say: FUCK YOU!

Part of me, no wait, most of me, wait, I do not know, I do not want to be here anymore. I do not want to be in this relationship, in this marriage anymore. I do not know why I continue to make excuses. I do not know why I put up with it all.....

I am a womyn~passionate, sensual, simple, kind and thoughtful putting all others needs and wants before mine. A simple, small thoughtful decision made for the one I love is the bases for the emotional battering I was delivered yesterday evening out of the blue.



FUCK YOU!

How much longer must I put up with and endure your anger, your verbal abuse?!

You say you love me.
You love me more than anything.
How can that be true?
How can you do to someone you love so much with such.....

I love him.

That's why.

Am I IN love with him?