Oh So Heavenly

A gift from my Dearest Friend....

Triple Chocolate Almond

Oh So Heavenly!

Thank you......

Mom in Need, human needs

Mom in Need....

...who sick and in need of basic human needs:

• Human touch and closeness.


• Love.


• Affection.


• Nurturing.


• Tending to.


• Cared for.


• Care for my home while I rest.


• Care for my cubs so I can get better.


• Feed me some good (allergen/sugar-free) food.


• Make sure I am getting enough fluids to drink.


• Curl up in bed and hold me.


• Read to me.


• Put in a good movie for me to watch when I can not sleep.


• Run me a warm bath and bathe me.


• 
  
  Go to the health food store to get the herbs and homeopathic I need.

Why is it so hard to get the things that are so basic? My husband works all day and seems to be more devoted to his job than his wife! I asked him how he decides what he takes off from work for and what he doesn't...his reply was,

"we have already talked about this. If I take off to much it looks bad for me later down the road."

His heart is somewhat in the right place, still I feel abandoned. Alone. and no one fucking cares for me. I have spent my whole life caring for others and when I am in need there is no one there for me.

One of the millions of reasons why I need someone else in my life...

25 things about me

1. I hate having this blog because no one fucking reads it or makes comments. Probably because it is too boring for them....



2. Am really sending out all the positive I can possibly create to the highest possibility that BOTH my cubs can get into a charter school of either ArtSpace or Evergreen.



3. I really like my van. It is paid off and I own it. Just needs some cosmetic stuff and a re-built engine and it is good to go.



4. Starting herbal school Wednesday, March 25 @ 6pm. Am so excited I can not express in words my excitement!



5. I want my own fucking house with land so I can live my life and the rest of the world will/can leave me alone. (I am not a person who enjoys being OUT in the world)



6. Want some amazing, uninhibited, hot, passionate sex.



7. Hate to cook. LOVE food.



8. Want to take 1 1/2-2 years off from my life as I currently know/live it and travel the world, taking in as much of life as I can.



9. Want someone to take care of me and "wait on me hand and foot" for once.



10. Am polyamorous. (not patriarchy's version)


11. Love reading books with a passion just not enough time to.


12. Almost drown in the ocean when I was little.


13. Have a scar under my chin from when I fell on a concrete block when I was 3 yrs old.


14. Was afraid for the longest time that I would never be able to have children and got pregnant the first time we TRIED.


15. LOVE bellydancing.


16. Believe in past lives. (have been communicating with my past life this past year)


17. LOVE my cubs more than anything.


18. Want to know what is like to be touched, caressed and loved by another womoon.


19. Love to garden, the thought of growing my own food is powerful to me.


20. Wanting a three-some.


21. Enjoy coloring.


22. Miss being in high-school. Those were some of the best times of my life.


23. Am a military brat/spouse.


24. Enjoy photography.


25. Miss writng letters the "old fashion" way with pen and paper.