the unknown...

I do not know what the future holds for us and it saddens me so to say.

Things were going so well...

thought we were trying so hard.

It seemed to be working.

I thought things were getting better.

Hoping they were getting better.....

...for us.

All I have to say: FUCK YOU!

Part of me, no wait, most of me, wait, I do not know, I do not want to be here anymore. I do not want to be in this relationship, in this marriage anymore. I do not know why I continue to make excuses. I do not know why I put up with it all.....

I am a womyn~passionate, sensual, simple, kind and thoughtful putting all others needs and wants before mine. A simple, small thoughtful decision made for the one I love is the bases for the emotional battering I was delivered yesterday evening out of the blue.



FUCK YOU!

How much longer must I put up with and endure your anger, your verbal abuse?!

You say you love me.
You love me more than anything.
How can that be true?
How can you do to someone you love so much with such.....

I love him.

That's why.

Am I IN love with him?

The Alpha or the Omega?

Your result for The What type of wolf are you test...

The Omega Wolf

47% Social-ness, 16% Leadership, 0% Morbidity, 38% Lonliness, 56% Inferiority and 45% Beta-ness!

You are the Omega Wolf. You want to be part of the group, but you seem to find yourself at the bottom. You often get stuck with jobs no one else wants, and you want nothing more than the Alpha's approval.

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Your result for Which Bee Would You Be Test...

The Sweat Bee

You are a gentle bee with little stinging power!

The Sweat Bee (common bee) is the least threatening of any bee! The sweat bee generally only stings when squashed or pressed against the skin and dies with its stinger in its vitctim. However, the sting is relatively painless.

Your sting is almost unnoticeable and described as light, ephemeral, almost fruity: like a tiny spark has singed a single hair on your arm!

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For you Rapunzel.....

" The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread."

-Mother Teresa